I'm tired
Summary
TLDRThe YouTuber discusses their recent absence from posting due to an intensive project that has required extensive work and learning of new skills. Despite the challenges and stress, they express a deep commitment to their work and the satisfaction of pushing personal boundaries. They look forward to returning to a more relaxed content creation process after completing this project and taking a well-deserved break.
Takeaways
- ð The YouTuber has been busy working on a project, which is the reason for the lack of video content recently.
- ð€ The project has required learning many new skills and expanding on existing knowledge.
- ð The workload has been intense and mentally taxing, causing the YouTuber to feel stretched thin.
- ð¥ Despite the challenges, the YouTuber is passionate about the project and believes in pushing personal boundaries.
- ð¯ The YouTuber has been working on this project for over a year, with periods of intense problem-solving and learning.
- ð The YouTuber's philosophy is that some endeavors are worth the immense effort and personal sacrifice.
- ðª The YouTuber has learned a lot about themselves and discovered new capabilities through this challenging experience.
- ðïž The YouTuber co-hosts two podcasts, which provide a mental outlet and a sense of normalcy during this busy period.
- ð The creative process, as described, involves both struggle and growth, with the YouTuber embracing the challenges.
- ð After the project's completion, the YouTuber plans to take a break and focus on creating YouTube content, as well as assist others in their creative endeavors.
Q & A
Why has the YouTuber been less active with video postings?
-The YouTuber has been less active because they have been working on other projects that require their full attention.
What is the YouTuber's current project?
-The YouTuber is working on a project called 'iron lung,' which has been more demanding than any other project they have undertaken.
How has the YouTuber described their learning experience with the current project?
-The YouTuber had to learn many different things and expand on their surface-level knowledge, indicating a deep and challenging learning process.
How long has the YouTuber been working on this project?
-The YouTuber has been working on the project for over a year, despite a big break in the middle.
What is the YouTuber's philosophy on pushing oneself in creative endeavors?
-The YouTuber believes that some things are worth pushing oneself for and stretching oneself very thin, even if it means not always landing on their feet.
How does the YouTuber cope with the stress of their current project?
-The YouTuber copes by hosting podcasts with friends, which provides a sense of normalcy and helps them de-stress.
What does the YouTuber plan to do after completing the current project?
-After completing the project, the YouTuber plans to take a break and then focus on making YouTube videos, possibly helping others create content without being involved in every step.
How does the YouTuber describe their creative process?
-The YouTuber describes the creative process as not always being sunshine and rainbows, but rather involving struggle and perseverance.
What is the YouTuber's attitude towards the challenges they face?
-Despite the challenges, the YouTuber remains optimistic and is excited about the potential outcomes of their hard work.
What does the term 'iron lung' refer to in this context?
-In this context, 'iron lung' refers to the YouTuber's current project, which is not explicitly defined in the script but is described as very demanding.
How does the YouTuber plan to spend their evening after recording the transcript?
-The YouTuber plans to go get ramen with Amy and then play with Chica, indicating a need to unwind and relax after their intense work.
Outlines
ð Busy with Iron Lung Project
The speaker discusses their absence from posting videos due to being heavily engaged in the Iron Lung project. They mention the extensive work and learning involved, which has been more demanding than any other project they've undertaken. Despite the stress and the long hours, they express a sense of fulfillment and commitment to seeing the project through. They also reflect on the importance of pushing oneself beyond comfort zones and the personal growth that comes from such challenges.
ð Overcoming Challenges and Looking Forward
The speaker uses an analogy of swimming in the ocean to describe the challenges they face with their current project, emphasizing the difficulty of the final stretch. They express excitement about the potential to work on similar projects in the future and look forward to taking a break once the current project is completed. The speaker also mentions their plans to focus on making YouTube videos and helping others create content after a period of rest. They end with a personal note about their current stress levels and a promise to take some time off to recharge.
Mindmap
Keywords
ð¡YouTuber
ð¡Iron Lung
ð¡Learning
ð¡Final Stretch
ð¡Burnout
ð¡Podcasts
ð¡Creative Process
ð¡Self-Push
ð¡De-stress
ð¡Ramen
ð¡Break
Highlights
The YouTuber has been busy working on other projects, leading to a pause in video postings.
The amount of work put into the 'iron lung' project has been more than any other project the YouTuber has undertaken.
The YouTuber had to learn many new things and expand on their existing knowledge for the project.
Despite being busy, the YouTuber acknowledges the importance of communication and updates with their audience.
The YouTuber is experiencing fatigue due to the intensive workload and extended period of working on the project.
The project has been ongoing for over a year, with the YouTuber having to push themselves beyond their limits.
The YouTuber believes in pushing oneself to learn and grow, even if it involves making mistakes and facing challenges.
The YouTuber has two podcasts as a means to maintain a sense of normalcy and mental health during the project.
The creative process is described as challenging, involving both growth and moments of self-doubt.
The YouTuber plans to take a break after the project is completed to focus on making YouTube videos and possibly help others with their projects.
The YouTuber expresses a passion for their work and looks forward to future projects, despite the current stress.
The YouTuber uses analogies, such as swimming in an ocean of blood, to describe the intense effort required for the project.
The YouTuber emphasizes the importance of perseverance and the belief that hard work will eventually lead to a positive outcome.
The YouTuber's commitment to the project is evident in their willingness to continue working despite the late hour.
The YouTuber values the support and friendship of their colleagues, as seen in their plans to have ramen with Amy and play with Chica.
The YouTuber acknowledges the stress of the project but remains determined to see it through to the end.
Transcripts
hello I know what you're going to say so
I'm going to cut you off at the pass
ordinarily a YouTuber would be like go
to the comments leave a comment drop
them comment on I've been busy if it
wasn't apparent and is usually the case
whenever I'm not posting videos for a
while it's because I'm working on other
stuff that just needs my attention so
that's what I've been doing and I'm
saying this which is in the ti I don't
know why I keep pointing up there it
hasn't been up there in years but I came
here to say this because I am tired and
I kind of want to share that because I
haven't been able to share pretty much
anything um the amount of work that I've
had to put into iron lung recently has
been uh probably more than any other
project that I've had to do in addition
to having to learn so many different
things that I thought I knew how to do
or I had a surface level knowledge of
and I had to expand on that and expand
on that and keep digging deeper and
what's great is nothing nothing is great
it's not great long story short I have
been busy and I'm going to be busy for a
little bit longer uh I know I've said
these words before and I know that
they've lost all meaning but final
stretch the thing about a final stretch
is that it can keep stretching and
that's what it's been doing and that's
what it's been doing to me I've been
stretched very thin um and that means
that I just haven't been able to make
videos and that
sucks like it just does I want to say
that out loud because we all know it
like you know it I know it and that's
why I said at the beginning of this like
hold on I know what you're going to say
you don't need to say it because I know
it but it needs to be said right like
I'm I'm very tired I I've been I've been
busting my ass on this
for like almost a year now and that's
crazy actually over a year now now that
I think about it that's even crazier
because that's one Unis Onis
right yeah it's very not easy but it's
very simple to reduce things down to one
year year when you know exactly how much
work goes into a year of working every
day on something and uh that was doing
dishonest and I've been working on this
longer than that uh admittedly there was
a big strike in the middle of it but it
didn't mean the work stopped for me it
was just like I got to um try to get
ahead on some problem solving and try to
learn some things and try to get ahead
in other areas and this this all ties
into something that I believe very
intensely and that has led me to where I
am today in terms of making content on
YouTube is that some things are worth
pushing yourself for some things are
worth stretching yourself very thin for
I would not be here if I did not throw
myself in head first into things that I
did not fully understand with all the
confidence in the world that I would
figure it out and no I didn't land on my
feet all the time I landed on my ass
head and literally everywhere but my
feet but I got through it you know you
can learn a lot of things about yourself
and you can learn a lot of things that
you didn't know you could do and I have
in this past year learned a ton of
that I can't talk about just yet except
I have that's the thing I have been
talking about it on distractable and go
my favorite sports team if you didn't
know I have two podcasts um and I've
been keeping up with those regularly for
me mentally talking with my friends and
being able to have that sense of normaly
when I
can't just do regular stuff by myself is
been very peaceful and has been very
nice and that's part of the reason why I
started those podcasts with my friends
is so that I could have a regular means
with talking to them and just getting
these thoughts out of my head and and
de-stressing about the things that have
been pushing me but even now I can't do
that because it is the final stretch and
I have to do uh so much more like I'm
not even close like I'm close to done
but looking at the amount of work I'm
not even close to
done and that's you know I mean it's not
good but it doesn't have to be good to
be good later you know what I mean
that's my philosophy part of the
creative process is not all sunshine and
rainbows you know it's bashing your head
against the wall and I've been doing
that and I'm very good at that if you
didn't know me I'm exceptionally good at
that and in bashing my head against the
wall uh somehow my skull just gets
thicker and my brain just gets bigger um
and my confidence in what I can do
grows but also crumbles a lot a lot a
lot that's part of it too you know uh
just working on this has been a bear
working on this has been a big cement
block tied to each shoe and then I'm
going down in the ocean of
blood but it's fun or it will be once I
uh swim to the surface that's that's a
trick I got to swim to the surface
that's the only trick you're going down
jumping into a new project that's the
easy part you you turns out you just
sink uh the rest of it to either swim up
to the Top If you have the skill to do
that or you walk along the the bottom of
the ocean and you you crawl up on shore
I don't know where this analogy is going
but it seems weirdly fitting and also
related to what I'm doing so I'm going
to stick with it and I'm going to stick
with this and I'm going to stick it out
until the end of this project and that
way I can show you something cool and if
this goes the way that seems to be
going I'll get to do it
again I'll get to do it again yes I will
and I look forward to that that's
I when I say I love doing this like you
can't you can't tell me that I'm not
telling the truth cuz I
really I really can't wait to do it all
over I'm going to take a break after
this is done after this movie comes out
I'm going to take a big old break and by
break I mean I'm just going to focus on
making YouTube videos for a little bit
that sounds like fun and then maybe
helping other people make some cool
that doesn't have me involved in every
step of the process that sounds kind of
cool too so I'm going to do that but
first I'm going to go get Ramen with Amy
and then I'm G to play with chica or
something she's doing good by the way
so's Henry so am I just a little
stressed that's okay just want to let
you know so I'm going to get back to it
uh and by to it I mean the ramen thing
that I'm doing and I promise I won't
work for the rest of the
night even though it's like 800
p.m. all right bye
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