I have a lot to say...
Summary
TLDRThe video script offers a candid and humorous account of the speaker's personal experiences and life updates. It begins with a light-hearted introduction, acknowledging past mishaps and setting a positive tone for the content to follow. The speaker discusses various topics, including an upcoming visit to the gynecologist, a new sponsorship from Billy's body care line, and the challenges of finding and maintaining health insurance. The narrative delves into the speaker's past relationship experiences, emphasizing the distinction between love and compatibility, and shares a personal story of heartbreak. The script also touches on the importance of not taking things personally and the natural ebb and flow of friendships. It concludes with the speaker's anticipation of meeting her nephews, a house tour, and well wishes for the viewers, all while maintaining an authentic and engaging conversational style.
Takeaways
- 🎥 The video is a personal vlog where the creator discusses various aspects of her life, including challenges and experiences.
- 🚿 The creator had issues filming in her bathroom due to echo and a broken mirror, which led to a search for a better filming location.
- 🧴 She promotes a new body care line from Billy at Walmart, highlighting products like deodorant, body wash, and roller ball fragrances.
- 👓 The creator discusses her upcoming visit to a gynecologist for the first time, expressing her nervousness and lack of experience with such appointments.
- 💊 She shares her concerns about birth control, including past experiences with acne medication and her apprehension about an IUD.
- 💔 She talks about the difference between love and compatibility in relationships, using her personal experiences to illustrate the point.
- 🏠 The creator mentions living with a male roommate named Lucas, and how she finds living with male roommates to be a comfortable situation.
- 💔 She describes a past relationship that ended after four months, emphasizing the emotional impact and the realization that love does not guarantee long-term compatibility.
- 📱 The creator encourages viewers to reach out to friends they may have drifted from, rather than assuming negative intentions.
- 🤔 She reflects on the nature of social media and its impact on personal relationships, including the creation of a fake LinkedIn account to investigate a romantic interest.
- 💌 The video concludes with the creator expressing hope for her viewers' happiness and well-being, and teasing an upcoming house tour video.
Q & A
What is the main challenge the speaker faced while filming in the bathroom?
-The main challenge was the echo and the potential danger of broken glass from a shattered mirror on the patterned floor.
Why is the speaker going to the gynecologist for the first time?
-The speaker is going to the gynecologist to explore her options for birth control, including the possibility of getting an IUD.
What was the speaker's experience with health insurance after turning 26?
-The speaker had difficulty finding an insurance company due to being self-employed and had to wait six months to get insured.
Why did the speaker decide to start a new YouTube channel?
-The speaker started a new channel as a part of her healing process after feeling exiled and unwelcome on her main channel.
What is the most vital lesson the speaker learned from her early 20s regarding relationships?
-The most vital lesson is that love and compatibility are not the same thing, and a relationship needs both to be successful.
What is the speaker's opinion on the importance of seeing all four seasons with a partner before knowing if you truly love them?
-The speaker believes that experiencing all four seasons with a partner is a true test of love and compatibility.
Why did the speaker feel the need to create a fake LinkedIn profile?
-The speaker wanted to perform a deep dive and check the background of a guy she was interested in without him knowing.
What was the embarrassing outcome of the speaker's fake LinkedIn profile?
-The guy she was investigating ended up connecting with her fake profile on LinkedIn and recognized the email address as hers, leading to an awkward situation.
How does the speaker feel about her current living situation with Lucas?
-The speaker feels comfortable and happy living with Lucas, stating that she has always done well with male roommates.
What advice does the speaker give for dealing with the loss of friendships?
-The speaker advises not to assume negative intentions, to give people the benefit of the doubt, and to reach out if you miss someone.
What is the speaker's perspective on the end of friendships?
-The speaker believes that if someone is meant to be in your life, they will find their way back, and it's important not to take things personally.
Outlines
🎥 Vlogging Challenges and Personal Updates
The vlogger discusses the challenges of filming in a bathroom with an echo and the hazards of a shattered mirror. They share personal updates, including an upcoming visit to the gynecologist, which is a first for them. The vlogger also talks about their experience with birth control and acne, and introduces a new body care line from Billy that they're promoting.
🚫 Navigating Birth Control and Healthcare
The speaker shares their apprehension about returning to birth control due to past negative experiences with medication. They discuss their fear of an IUD and a conversation with a friend that led to scheduling a gynecologist appointment. The vlogger also expresses frustration with the healthcare system, particularly with finding a provider that accepts their insurance and the long wait times.
💔 The Realization of Love and Compatibility
The individual reflects on a past relationship that ended after four months, despite strong feelings of love. They explain the distinction between being in love with someone and being compatible with them, emphasizing that the two do not always go hand in hand. The story serves as a lesson on the importance of compatibility in long-term relationships.
📈 Overcoming Online Trauma and Finding Peace
The vlogger describes their reluctance to post on their main YouTube channel due to past negative experiences and trauma. They share how starting a new channel helped in their healing process and allowed them to regain a sense of control and safety. The vlogger also discusses the backlash they received after posting a video about getting a brain scan.
🏠 Living with Roommates and Embracing Change
The speaker talks about living with a male roommate, Lucas, and how they thrive living with male roommates. They reflect on past relationships and experiences, and how they believe things happen for a reason. The vlogger also mentions their appreciation for the new Taylor Swift album, while expressing skepticism about a particular song's theme.
💔 Grieving the Loss of Friendships
The vlogger sensitively addresses the topic of lost friendships, emphasizing their own sensitivity and the difficulty they face when going through tough times. They offer advice on not taking things personally and on reaching out to friends you miss, rather than assuming negative intentions. The speaker also shares a personal story about an embarrassing situation involving a fake LinkedIn account.
💌 Reconnecting and Looking Forward to Future Content
The individual encourages reaching out to friends with kind messages when feeling distant. They share their excitement about meeting their nephews and planning a house tour video. The vlogger also discusses their love for certain beauty products, wishing their audience a wonderful May and expressing their hope for positive experiences in their viewers' lives.
Mindmap
Keywords
💡Echo of Chambers
💡Gynecologist
💡Birth Control
💡IUD (Intrauterine Device)
💡Compatibility
💡Situationships
💡Trauma
💡Self-Employed
💡Mental Peace
💡House Tour
💡Beauty Product
Highlights
The vlogger shares their experience of filming in a challenging environment with an echo and a broken mirror.
Mentions going to the gynecologist for the first time and the anxiety surrounding it.
Discusses the importance of visiting a gynecologist and the lack of guidance on women's health.
Talks about exploring birth control options like an IUD and the fear associated with it.
Shares the difficulty of finding a gynecologist with the right insurance and the long wait times.
Introduces a sponsorship from Billy's new body care line and its summer hygiene products.
Reflects on the personal journey of understanding the difference between love and compatibility in relationships.
Describes the emotional aftermath of a relationship ending due to incompatibility.
Discusses the decision to post on a new channel instead of the main one after experiencing online trauma.
Reveals that Lucas, a friend, lives with her and emphasizes that they each have their own space.
Shares an embarrassing story involving a fake LinkedIn account and an unintended revelation.
Talks about the new Taylor Swift album and its resonance with her personal experiences.
Provides advice on handling the loss of friendships and the importance of not making assumptions.
Speaks on the belief that if someone is meant to be in your life, they will find their way back.
Mentions not having met Ryan and Shane's babies yet but plans to get matching swimsuits for the pool season.
Announces an upcoming house tour video showcasing the effort and thought put into the home.
Expresses hope and positive wishes for the viewers, encouraging them to pursue their dreams.
Transcripts
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solid last time I did one of these I got
myself into a lot of trouble and so I'm
going to try to be more calm happy May
everyone we're working around a few
obstacles I tried to line a bunch of
towels around the whole bathroom but but
I don't think that made any sliver of a
difference because it still sounds like
we're sitting at the bottom of a canyon
but it's the best place to film all
right there was a mirror that I had in
here I was sitting on this bench
plucking my eyebrows in front of the
mirror I sit here and I pluck in front
of the window and feeling the breeze I
walk out the breeze breezes a little too
much the mirror falls shatters
everywhere this floor is so patterned
that there's shards of glass look weeks
later I just find shards of glass
everywhere so not only are we sitting in
the Echo of Chambers we're also in a
glass filed floor that I might cut my
ass cheeks open on but we're
just we're just going to try our best
welcome to the second edition of the
series that I like to call get ready
with me to go absolutely [ __ ] nowhere
I still don't have all that much of a
functioning household but I did get
these glasses I have a paper straw For
Those whom it may
concern ooh
I've never tried this before but I've
maxed out on my caffeine consumption for
the day already at 2:00
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p.m. that is not the elani new that is
not the elani new energy drink it's work
with
aable Shall We Begin I thought I would
just start with the most current event
that's happening in my life and that is
that I'm going to the gynecologist for
the first time ever next week it's May
1st today may maybe that wasn't the best
place to start this video is not for my
parents this video is not for my
brothers unless you just want to know
way too much detail about me but I'm
giving you a warning now you're going to
know way too much detail about me more
than you would ever want or need to know
so any adult in my life I suggest that
you just leave now it's just a
suggestion it's not a requirement but
I'm just saying I'm just
saying before we get too far I would
like to thank the very special sponsor
of today which is a shower getting ready
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right so if you are a normal
woman or I don't really know that's the
thing I apparently don't know that much
about the topic and this is not me
leading by example this is me coming to
you in shame that I am a 26-year-old
female no one in my life has ever told
me that I needed to go to a gynecologist
not once ever not once ever I don't know
who left me in the dark I don't know why
they chose to leave me in the dark maybe
because I've never had a r ing issue
which is good
right this is the rare Beauty Foundation
I've had this for over a year and I
always hate on it and yet somehow I'm
always putting it on my face and I
pretend that I hate it but I think I
actually love it I've been through the
whole Spiel with all of you a million
times how I was on birth control from
the time I was a wee little lad because
I had a severe severe severe acne so the
first time that I got put on birth
control I'm pretty sure was from my
dermat ologist and if that's not correct
then it was from a primary care doctor
but I wasn't never at a gynecologist I
was talking to one of my friends the
other week about maybe potentially
possibly getting an IUD right I've been
exploring my options
because I've just been exploring my
options terrified of all birth controls
right because once I got off of birth
control suddenly I could see colors
again for the first time and I wasn't
severely depressed and I wasn't severely
obese and I wasn't severely having acne
every day of my life I feel like me
things just go wrong right and not in a
setting myself up for failure way every
time I've ever taken a medication it's
just gone severely severely severely
wrong my body just rejects medication
like the plague I my veins want nothing
to do with it my bloodstreams are
screaming no my body does not want a
single drug inside of it it always goes
bad so when I look into the
portal of getting back on any form of
birth control it appears that I'm
looking in into a pit of fire that
appears to be the depths of hell where I
can see myself running around with my
head cut off everything goes wrong I'm a
Reddit person I will Reddit things to
death every time I need to know
something I search it in Google and put
Reddit after that's where you get the
real drama that's where you get real
insight about what what's going on about
a specific topic everyone there says
basically they almost died and I was
thinking there's so many people that
have this
thing crushed inside of them that how
could it be that bad like are the people
of Reddit really a reliable resource
here so I asked my friend you know
what's your experience with an IED and
she says why don't you just go to your
gynecologist and ask what your options
are and I said my gyam what my gyam who
the [ __ ] a what I don't have one of
those what is that do I have to sign up
for that I have no clue blank face blank
in the eye I spent far too much time
with gay men in my life like I don't
know I don't know what that is I know I
know so then save your comments saying
how are you a 26-year-old person that
didn't know about this I just didn't I
will go to a doctor if my head is
bleeding out that's the last time I went
to a doctor I will go to a doctor if I
need physical Staples in my body I don't
just go to the doctor for fun I don't
just dilly-dally around the doctor's
office looking for a good time I had to
go through a whole thing because when I
turned 26 last year I got booted booted
so rudely booted off of my parents
insurance and it took me
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a horrifically long time to find an
insurance company I I'm like I'm
self-employed for Google and insurance
companies are like what the [ __ ] does
that mean we're not insuring you took 6
months finally got on insurance so I
also thought that when you got insurance
they would be helpful and they would
tell you where to go you know cuz so
many doctors only accept certain
insurances so I log into my little thing
I'm feeling like a professional I'm
feeling like a an adult I'm logging into
my health insurance portal looking for a
GU a college I am a woman I call 13
closest appointment that I could get was
3 months out so really what's the point
of having
insurance I don't know I don't know I
truly honestly severely don't know I
feel like it's just something that you
have to do because when you tell people
that you don't do it they get they look
at you as if you have committed
first-degree murder when I told my mom
and dad I still didn't have health
insurance they looked at me as if I had
killed seven of our family members
they're like you have to you have
to but I have health insurance and I
have not felt one one good emotion from
it I can tell you that I can tell you
that after I talk to my friend I'm
thinking all
right all right like we are locked and
loaded finally someone was willing to
give me a chance they charged me an ass
[ __ ] ton of money an ass [ __ ] ton of
money for the weirdest lowest covers
nothing if anything happens to you
you're still [ __ ] plan
that is my plan that was the description
that they gave me that was the brief and
I was like awesome cool what's the first
thing I'm going to do I'm going to go to
the guy Nam make make a [ __ ]
monologist I'm going to go experience
what I've been missing out on for my
entire life this is like the end of the
Barbie movie when she was going to the
guiding College just that is [ __ ] me
that might be a way too personal
question to ask people on the internet
to tell me your experience if you've had
an IUD but I'm asking humbly and with
fear in my eyes to tell me if you've had
a good experience because I'm dying to
know if someone's had a good experience
or not anyway that's my life update that
is my first order of business that I
thought I had to update you
on I'm also getting a p
SP sorry I'm just cleaning up for you
little I just realized that I am sitting
here looking like I just went through a
[ __ ] car wash what is the most vital
thing you've come to learn over the last
year this might be a little light I'm
just going to go for it anyway the most
vital thing that I will take away from
my early 20s when it comes to the topic
of say love or situation or
situationships or relationships or just
the overall pain and suffering that I
will let myself
endure when looking for such thing is
that love and compatibility are simply
not the same thing mic dropped I'm going
to try to explain this in the best way
possible because this is what helps me
really move on from things and this is
what helps me rationalize emotions in my
brain you could love someone until
you're blue in the face you could think
that someone was the greatest man or
woman to ever walk the planet that they
are perfectly crafted like their neurons
are perfectly designed to just puzzle
piece with your neurons and everything
is going amazingly wonderfully perfectly
great I want to spend every single day
with them until the day that I die Head
Over Heels I am in love with this person
just because you feel all those things
about this
person it doesn't mean that you life is
compatible with their life when I
was I was probably 22 and for let's move
the [ __ ] on with the story purposes
let's just say that I was 22 I'm 22 I'm
living in LA but I'm also kind of living
here all right there was a weird
crossover 6 months where I still had my
townhouse in LA and Marcus and Vincent
were living there with me but I had
purchased this house but I wasn't able
to start working on it yet I was going
back and forth a lot I was flying back
and forth from LA to Colorado multiple
times a month everything was just a
little chaotic blah blah blah blah blah
blah blah the details don't matter I'm
at a bar with Marcus and vson and I meet
this guy meet this guy first time I ever
see him I swear I just like fall head
over heels for him I'm just obsessed I'm
obsessed with him unfortunately where
the story starts is usually for most of
us where the story also goes wrong it
all started with I met this guy and then
you just see us girls just falling off
the cliff at a rapid speed I'm obsessed
obsessed I think he is the coolest
greatest funniest smartest most awesome
full of life I just think he's amazing
all right and I still think those things
I still think those things however this
went on for
probably
4ish months isn't that when things
always go wrong I don't know what it is
I don't know what these love fairies put
in the air that just has a deadline like
there is a timeline if you're not meant
to be with someone I swear [ __ ] hits the
the fan at 4 months not a day earlier
not a day later 4 months everything
blows to Pieces Kaboom the Atomic Boom
happens 4 months this is why I always
say you don't know you really love
someone until you've seen all four
seasons with them and I will stand
behind that forever 4 months
in so got to the point 4 months Bo
everything explodes and I was
devastated devastated cuz I've dated
other people I've like been around the
block with other guys I have never felt
so simply devastated and I was like I've
only known this guy for 4 months why am
I on the floor screaming how did this
person that I knew for 4 months just
unplug my entire nervous system looking
back this guy was pretty decently older
than me I think he was at least 8 years
older than me and I think he had the
rational fully developed brain thinking
skills to just simply realize that
perhaps we are not compatible for no
other reason than that our lives aren't
compatible and that's how kind of the
Kaboom happened I wanted to move to
Colorado I've already bought a house in
Colorado he lives in La I'm not all that
religious he was very involved in
religion which is great right however
like all these things just started
adding up to where things just aren't
compatible things just aren't connected
long term our life would have been
horrible together long term we would
have hated each other we would have
just the Kaboom was going to happen
anyway there was so many factors that I
wasn't rationally
seeing that were saying hey like you can
think this guy is amazing you can think
this guy is the creme cremme cream
cheese chef's kiss but at the end of the
day you're just not compatible you're
just not meant to be together for the
long term you can be buddy buddy you can
be friendly you can be friends you don't
have to explode this entire thing
granted I exploded the entire thing cuz
I was a manic 22-year-old but
I was heartbroken heartbroken shattered
over this person for well over a year
when I was finally able to rationalize
in my brain the feelings that I was
feeling I realize it's because I do
think all of these amazing things about
this person I think it's a it's a 10 out
of 10 person standing right in front of
me and that's why I was so devastated
because I was thinking how am I going to
let this 10 out of 10 person just freely
walk away from my life how am I going to
let this all just blow to
shambles it's because love and
compatibility don't always coexist and
there will never be Harmony in your
relationship if love and compatibility
do not
coexist you can love someone until
you're blue in the face and not be
compatible with them and that is simply
okay you could be compatible with
someone your lives could line up
perfectly you could live in the same
neighborhood your parents could be
obsessed with each other you could think
all the same things and still not be in
love and I feel like the lesson that I
will always look for when I'm looking
for someone in my life is do love and
compatibility
melt into a good little panini sandwich
and are we cooking with gas here like do
we have all of the ingredients that cook
together into one sandwich and we are
happily eating our sandwich they have to
coexist this is the benefit fluff up
brow wax love 10 out of 10 ooh I just
love it so much this
is the best the best brow gel ever once
you actually have the wax on your
eyebrows you can still move them
throughout the day they're not glued
down we're not super glued in I'm not a
person that likes to be super glued in I
like to be halfway halfway this is a
good halfway where you have some hold
but you can still adjust say you need to
moving on to a simpler question that I
have a simpler answer to Is Why don't
you start posting on your main Channel
again it has millions of
subscribers
trauma blah blah blah
I just am a little traumatized to post
on my main Channel because
I from my perspective from looking
behind my eyes this is how I feel about
the entire situation starting this
channel is what really started
my healing process this probably isn't
even the most rational way of thinking
but this is the way that I was able to
keep going is I really felt like I got
exiled out of that channel and that
people made it so clear that they didn't
want me there and that they didn't think
that I deserve to be there and that just
really like hit a nerve within me
starting this channel was how I got back
into YouTube because this is where I
felt safe this felt like fully my own
Channel with my own thoughts that was
fully created by me and no one could say
that this was given to me no one could
say that this was handed to me no one
could say oh you just panhandled your
way once I started posting here I was
really happy posting here because I felt
like the people who actually wanted to
watch me and the people that I actually
have some sort of online connection with
would come and they would come to a new
channel and it would be more so the
people who like me versus the people
that hate me right I would so much
rather get less views with less people
watching and feel like I'm in a safe
place I telling you I chose peace over
prosperity and that is priceless I don't
think about it in a weird way I really
don't think about it at all and on paper
that sounds kind of sad but I'm telling
you this is the best thing that ever
happened to me this channel
fully is the best thing that ever
happened to me I will tell you one thing
though that I think that the people did
be dirty the last video that I ever
posted on my main channel that just sent
me over the edge was when I went to the
am clinic to get a brain scan and people
[ __ ] railed me people were so so mad
it was
pandamonium pandemonium and I'm not sure
if I just posted the wrong thing at the
wrong time like maybe I should have read
the room a little bit maybe I should
have just not posted that it did not
occur to me once that that would be a
problem I thought I'm a person that is
severely depressed that just went
through a very traumatic event I want to
go see what the [ __ ] going on in my
brain and they offered they were like
you want to come get a brain scan I said
sure Logan Paul's done it David D's done
it I'm not a mad scientist I not part of
the dark web I was just doing it for
kicks and Giggles I thought this would
be fun this would be silly I want to see
the inside of my brain when is when if
someone ever offered you to see a
picture of the inside of your brain for
free like come on I was a piece of
spinach that got thrown into a blender
and completely dismantled over that
video and that's when I gave up posting
on my main Channel because I just
couldn't do it I sobbed for days and now
people do it all the time it was on the
Kardashians I saw the same doctor that I
went to live on the Kardashians and
everyone thought it was so cool and so
exciting oh where do I go to get that oh
Kendall Jenner has anxiety you can see
it in her brain and that's so cool I was
like where was where was this crowd to
all of the people who hate me for the
brain scan video I want you to know I
wasn't trying to give you medical advice
I wasn't trying to sell my soul I wasn't
trying to be a part of the dark web I
just wanted to see a picture of the
inside of my brain but anyway that was
the best thing that ever happened to me
because that is what led me to making
this Channel and I always look back on
things right and think the worst things
that happen always lead to something
good example number two
when I tell all of you this just know
this is something that I've been nervous
to tell you pretty much the moral of the
story is that Lucas lives
here and before you get carried away
with that I want you to know that he has
his own room and I believe in my heart
of all hearts that I am just a girl that
was destined to live with boys I have
been trained my entire life to live with
boys and maybe that's just because I
grew up with Brothers I live with Ryan
and Shane everything was amazing I live
with Marcus and Vincent everything was
amazing I with Lucas everything is
amazing I just do really well with boy
roommates
so I just love having boy roommates
okay he was just my
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roommate all these things that feel so
life-altering and so traumatic and so
end of the
world eventually eventually without
doubt I I always look back and think
this is exactly how things were supposed
to happen this is 100 million per in
whatever you believe in way something
was looking out for me like this is how
things were supposed to happen with that
I have found more mental peace than I've
ever experienced so that is the vital
lesson that I've learned no we were on a
completely different question what
question were we
on I forgot the
question so someone said hey girl hey
what's the most embarrassing thing to
ever happen to you I have plenty I have
plenty a little benefit blush I saw
someone on Instagram using this and they
used it as an ey Shadow and a top coat
to their
blush it's amazing it's amazing the most
embarrassing thing to ever happen to me
you may ask well how do these stories
always start it always starts with I met
a guy I met a guy is a prehistoric story
this was when you still added people on
Facebook I had to add him on Facebook to
get the tea I was probably 19 and I was
going in for the Deep dive if you've
ever heard my story about how I found
out the guy that I was dating also had
another girlfriend because we got
sentenced to the same jury
duty this is the same guy at this point
in my life I was not an amateur on doing
I got to go I sorry I have to go blow my
nose
okay I'm back at this point in my life
it was not my first rodeo and I had
already learned the hard way that
LinkedIn tells you when you look at
someone's profile I think looking at
someone's Facebook innocent looking at
someone's Instagram innocent them
knowing that you looked at their
LinkedIn maybe to the right kind of man
that would be really flattering and
maybe that's my kind of man my type of
man wouldn't mind they'd be like oh she
was just checking all her boxes she was
making sure I wasn't a serial killer she
was making I was legit she is thorough
she has effort inside of her and she has
Drive I was going to get ahead of the
curve I was getting ahead of the game I
thought I'm going to make a fake
LinkedIn profile you've heard of a Fina
you've heard of a burner account do you
have a fake LinkedIn profile because I
think you need one I think you need one
no you don't I think now at my grown age
I would just accept that someone knows
that I'm looking at them on LinkedIn and
I would just swallow that pill for what
it is so I get home from my little
restaurant job one night and I'm
thinking I'm going to go into my full
deep dive mode I make a fake LinkedIn
account I pay for the premium one I
don't want to look like a burner account
I don't want to look like a Spam account
of course my name is John of course I
live in Washington of course if I live
in Washington I work at Amazon Finance
Bros of the world are going to eat my
[ __ ] up my profile is looking good it's
looking legit I go and I do my deep dive
with this guy did I find anything good
no no tea no drama nothing that was
worth my hour nothing that was worth my
$15 I find Jack [ __ ] nothing and I'm
like okay well at least I know he's
clean there wasn't even a profile photo
I got nothing from this experience I was
hoping for a business head shot nope
nothing but also I'm a peace of mind you
know this man is who he says he is he
does what he says he does we could
consider that a green flag all right
well I go to school with this guy and he
asked me to go to lunch the next day and
I'm thinking oh my God Johnny apple seed
wants to go to [ __ ] lunch because CU
like we are so hitting it off we are so
hitting it off we are going to lunch in
public at school what more could a
19-year-old ever dream of I am sitting
googly eyed Gaga with this guy eating
rice at lunch and he says the weirdest
thing happened to me yesterday and I'm
just oh really what happened to you what
could have possibly happened to you he
he said I made a connection on LinkedIn
with someone in Washington and I'm like
oh my God that's so funny how could that
have possibly happened where you live in
Colorado what do you mean you made a
connection in Washington um and he says
yeah it was so weird I just thought it
was so strange that someone would have a
LinkedIn profile named John Smith
because that's such a common name and
I'm like yeah that's crazy that is so
crazy you look so nice today isn't this
Sunshine beautiful campus is amazing
this Rice is awesome like what do you
what are your plans for the night and he
won't drop it he won't drop it and he's
like yeah the weirdest thing about it is
that I scroll down to see more about
this person that I made a connection
with on LinkedIn and I'm like yeah isn't
it really cool like I heard there's a
fair this weekend and school's going
awesome I enrolled into my classes and
he's like oh I kept scrolling and
scrolling trying to figure out who is
this person and I get to the bottom and
it's so weird that their email is Morgan
Adams
gmail.com and I'm like yeah that's
really
weird like we are back we are back at it
again with another man and the atomic
Kaboom
caboom that was the
Kaboom regardless if you need me to
check up on your boyfriend I still have
the account you know I'm kidding I'm
kidding I'm kidding I really like the
new Taylor Swift album however the song
about her looking in people's windows I
just I don't know about that one I don't
know about that one I look in people's
windows like me but
also what what Taylor Swift writes
Anthems for the girls that have
experienced the four Monon situationship
and the Kaboom right after it I don't
think that boys when they also do the
four month situation thing I don't think
they feel the Kaboom at the end Taylor
Swift is Anthems for the girls after the
4mon situationship
Kaboom that's my theory I'm the audience
I eat that [ __ ] up next topic of
conversation I know you spoke about
specific friendships that have ended I'd
like you to share more of your
perspective on grieving the loss of
friendships especially ones that end
suddenly I don't know if you've ever
noticed this about me I am insanely
insanely
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relentlessly sensitive my entire body is
made of butter on the inside you could
put me in the microwave for 10 seconds
I'm melting I'm going to do my eyeliner
while I think about what I'm going to
say for a
second I like to
imagine that we truly even even the
people that we feel so so so close with
we will never know what their full
thought process is we will never know
what their full range of emotions is we
will never know how they truly cope with
things on the inside I know for me when
I start having a hard time time it's
really hard for me to stay really
connected with people it's really hard
for me to like process in my own head
the emotions that I'm feeling and then
present that to someone else because I'm
not always like an upfront share I'm
usually a share after Thea type of girl
for me when I start not texting people
back or I start socializing less or I
start not wanting to go out with people
99.99999% of the time it has nothing to
do with them it's something that I
personally used to talk with my
therapist about a lot is how to take
things not so damn personally because
not everything is about us right I feel
like unless you have genuine proof to
know that someone really doesn't like
you or really doesn't want to be your
friend anymore it's better to not assume
that it's better to not make assumptions
about how people feel about you and just
assume that if they truly had a problem
with you and they truly didn't want to
be your friend anymore that would be
made very very very very clear number
two one of my friends moms told me this
once upon a time God or whoever you
believe in can hear conversations that
you can't and perhaps that this person
is not meant to be in your life perhaps
this person really isn't your friend
number three I've had a lot of falling
outs with a lot of different people and
it's never because there's some major
Kaboom it's usually distance or space or
you change jobs or you move or you just
don't have something that's like so in
your face in common anymore life
situations change friend groups change
sometimes people just grow apart
naturally there's a natural separation
in the oil and the water you just grow
apart but there's not a war between the
two however I will say that I have full
faith that if someone is meant to be in
your life they will find their way back
into your life so whenever I feel like a
little distance from someone whenever I
feel like I'm not complete without
someone if you are thinking about
someone all the time if they are on your
mind and you are always wondering what
did I do to this person why are we not
friends what happened are they thinking
about me do they miss me what is going
on on just reach out to them we have
these amazing things they're awesome
they're called Phones they're really
really cool and you can pretty much text
or call anyone you want at any given
time any given day and they will get it
immediately instantly I think the best
way to go about it is not to send an
attack message not to send a war threat
saying why are you not my friend anymore
what happened what you're the worst ever
how could you just abandon me like this
send a send a nice heart message say
I've been thinking about you so much
I've been wondering how you're doing and
what you're up to just know that you are
heavy on my mind I think about you all
the time and I miss you add a little
heart at the end add a damn heart at the
end I think that people are less ill
intended than we paint them out to be
so or someone just [ __ ] sucks and
they did you dirty and in that case you
don't want to be their friend anyway and
say thank you God that you removed this
person from my life because I only want
people around me who have the best
intentions for me thank you thank you ah
no [ __ ]
[ __ ] okay we had to take a dead battery
pause which sometimes I believe is
divine timing telling me that it's time
to shut the [ __ ]
up and it's the best part of the makeup
routine it's the mascara this is when
everything comes to life not a task to
be taken lightly a lot of people have
been asking
if I have met Ryan and Shane's babies
yet my
nephews and the answer to that question
is no I have not because Ryan and Shane
are back in California however swimsuit
season is approaching us I best believe
I will be getting us matching swimsuits
for the pool I very anxiously
anticipating the
day just so you know the next video is
going to
be my empty house tour I am very nervous
because I
hope that people can see the amount of
effort and thought and time and life
that went into it need a lip you thought
we were done not yet [ __ ] not yet [ __ ]
I have not done my little lip this is
the blush that you can tell that I love
very much it's the tower 28 Beach please
and I
also like I don't know if this is good
for you I've been doing it for months
and I haven't died yet so I'm pretty
sure it's fine but I like to put that
where's my lip gloss ah where is it this
is my favorite beauty product of all
time have you ever seen your friend lose
their Vape that's how I feel when I
can't find this I go ballistic I need
this this is a drug to me this is what
keeps me going throughout the day I if I
could take one thing to a deserted
island it would be a living proof dry
shampoo and a summer Fridays lip thing
uh
M well after I've been sitting here for
3 hours with shards of glass being
stabbed into my ass cheeks I hope you
have the best May ever and I hope all
the great and amazing and wonderful and
beautiful things that can happen in the
world happen to you I hope you know that
I'm on your side I hope you get the
dream job that you've been searching for
I hope you find a group of friends that
is so nice and takes you to do amazing
fun things I hope you find someone in
your life that just treats you like the
Queen of the Universe I hope all the
beautiful fun spring things happen to
you
and I'm filming my house tour tomorrow
so I guess I'll see you then I guess
I'll see you then that's the
end okay I love you so
much that was a smack of Love straight
to the forehead
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