Why I'm Leaving...

okay um hello everybody and welcome back

to my YouTube channel or welcome to my

YouTube channel I'm call me Chris you

can call me Chris and know I've not been

kidnapped despite it looking like it um

this is not my office I'm currently in a

bathroom in Texas a temporary bathroom

at that but I just thought I would um

just kind of sit down and maybe do a

little get ready with me while I tell

you what the heck's going on and also

you're looking beautiful today and yes

even if you're a boy you can be called

beautiful too cuz you're looking

absolutely beautiful and I just hope you

know that all right I don't think you

believe me and just know that you are

all right there we go okay let's

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talk so first product that I'm going to

be using is I've been influenced okay I

watched Tik Tok I was influenced and I

bought this the anua heartleaf toner not

sponsored I just I think it's great I

don't know if it's working I think it

might be but I'm just going to I'm going

to put that on my face it's also 8:00 at

night I'm not trying to trick you I I

just don't want to sit here and talk at

the camera and not do anything I don't

know if this is entertaining and all

we're going to do this anyway a new

cleanser I'm going to be the new Beauty

Guru in this video we need a cotton pad

first and then we'll get into the tea

also so sorry jay for this terrible

sound Reverb and for the terrible

lighting and for my terrible face all

right so we're just going to slap that

on I see some people do this with their

fingers my fingers are nasty and I don't

wash them enough so got in bad first off

I am leav leing I'm leaving the country

I currently live in I'm moving I'm

moving again and I moving to the United

States of

America never thought those words would

come out of my mouth and um it's all

because of a

boy just plain and simple basically

we'll get into that a little bit more

next is my go-to moisturizer I've been

using for about 6 months now and this

has single-handedly changed my skin I

was sent this by a creator cuz this is a

Creator brand and I was like okay I'll

try it I loved it so much and now I'm

partnering with them because I love it

so much this video is also to tell you

about um this project that we've kind of

been working on uh which is really

exciting which is one up I've been

personally just tired of all of the

products that are shoved specifically in

women's faces like I feel like we need

we all need like a 10 product skin care

routine or your face is going to blow up

or something and I'm a simple all

right I'm a simple I need a simple

routine otherwise I can't stick to it

and I have sensitive skin I have dry

skin and this basically is one and done

it's a moisturizer it's a serum it's a

lifter it's a it's UV resistant it's got

vitaboost It's got ni acetamide it's got

all of the ingredients just in one

rather than getting 85,000 different

bottles of something and basically it's

one up it's just one pump so you just

mine looks crusty though cuz I've been

using it so often she's she's a little

rough still works like a chair you

literally just pump it that's all you

need and then you know how many pumps

are in here so it's just once it day one

pump and that's it and it feels so nice

it's got a very very slight scent it's

really really light which I like but

also super moisturizing cuz my skin is

like the the Sahara okay so I need

moisture and this provides all the

moisture I need I'll use it usually once

maybe twice a day but I usually put it

on in the morning and once at night and

it is awesome and I also love it cuz

basically we're just singlehandedly

disrupting the Skin Care space because

all these just massive skin care

companies just want to keep selling you

multiple products and saying that your

skincare regime is never good enough and

you need to buy this one this one and

this one this one's just like just take

this this is all you need and then

you're good Caleb's got his too over

there men can use it too the other

creators that I'm doing this with are

all men and I'm actually the only woman

on board and I was like I think women

need this product too like I know men

always have you know the three in-one

shampoo and stuff but women need

simplified skincare as well as men I

think it's great to have like a unisex

product but I can genuinely say after

using this product for a couple months I

fell absolutely in love with it and I

just want to give you guys the

opportunity to make your skincare

routine very very simple and you can

check out oneup if you want there's a

link in the description below and you

can use code Chris to get 25% off that

is the biggest reduction in price that

we're going to have just for the opening

you can also get a subscription base as

well um but again if you're interested

go check it out I highly highly highly

recommend it I don't recommend many

skincare products because a lot don't

work for me but this one's worked for me

a lot and I'm backing it as well so so

I'm putting my name on it as well I love

it so anyway let's get into the rest of

the video okay so now we're going to

cover up my zip because it's your girls

time of the month and she's breaking out

can't really avoid that but it's all

right we all break out sometimes and

it's normal but yeah so I'm moving which

is scary and also extremely exciting I

have never personally lived with another

person like I've spent extended periods

of time with Caleb obviously and we've

known each other for quite a long time

now longer than you guys know and I

never thought I would end up with

anybody let alone move in with somebody

you know plan to spend my life with that

person and then Caleb just came trotting

into my life you know and he kind of

just disrupted that mentality I plan to

have 50 dogs on a farm in the middle of

Canada all right and he

just it all up in a good way but yeah

and little Kev Meister Kevin he's going

to be coming with me and it's just going

to be a new adventure and I'm I'm I'm

really excited but that also means that

I'm going to be moving away from my

family which is cuz I'm really close

with my family I'm sure a lot of you can

relate to this a lot of you have

probably moved away or gone to school or

or maybe you're younger and you're

thinking about it but I'm really close

with my family but I think that um

FaceTiming them on a regular basis and

hopefully being able to have them down

here and visiting is going to be good

and nice but that's probably the part

that I'm most scared of is just kind of

like getting out of my own comfort zone

because I don't have a lot of friends

and one of my best friends Selena she

lives on the other side of Canada so I

live here and Selena lives here and then

Caleb lives down here and then Jay lives

way the over here so just everybody's

like spread out and I I do have other

friends in Canada and stuff what I'm

trying to say as my family they are

truly like my best friends which might

be sad I don't know if some you can

relate to that and I just had I I just

had a nephew I had my own nephew my

sister just had a baby little George and

I'm sad because I won't be able to see

him every day like I have been when I

live up there but you know there's

sacrifices that you have to make and and

I'm okay with that and I'm I'm excited

to move on to my own new chapter and be

happy cuz this is truly truly the

happiest I've been since I can remember

I genuinely I don't know maybe when I

was like a kid and I know people um

sorry pause I'm going to move on to

blush so also for my routine I don't put

on Foundation I just do some concealer

and then some blush so whatever I'm just

going to keep moving on using the rare

Beauty blush believe anyway yeah being

on the internet as a couple is

interesting to say the least I know I

asked for cuz I'm on the the internet so

I'm going to get opinions no matter what

but um I know that me saying I'm going

to be moving to the states is going to

like for some reason disrupt people's

lives so they're going to be like I

can't believe you're moving to the

states just for a boy you're going to

leave

your shut up okay shut up it's not your

life all right just be happy for

me no but it was not a light decision at

all okay I'm not a spontaneous P person

I wish I wish I was spontaneous but I'm

not this was a very thought decision

sometimes when you know you know you

know and I have been traveling like

nonstop for like over a year now and

it's exhausting to have to move back and

forth and for those people that have

long-distance relationships you know the

struggle you know and I am very lucky

that I have been able to see him as

often as I I can I'm very lucky I

absolutely realize that but I'm just at

a place right now you know I'm pushing

third I'm at a place right now where I

know what I want I'm not like my dumb 20

20-year-old self anymore I finally

gotten to a place where I'm more

confident in my decisions and myself and

Kaleb absolutely help with that and I'm

so grateful for that yeah I'm just i'

not for a moment I think we've been

talking about this for the past like 6

months and Not For a Moment have I

wavered which is like rare for me cuz

I'm an anxiety-ridden I'm putting

on some like highlighter I don't know

what this is Charlotte Tilbury out

Focus you guys know this you guys don't

care it's Charlotte Tilbury I don't know

and it makes my cheeks glow okay little

on the tip of the nose cuz we want to

look sweaty for some reason little

healthy glow I'm just going to like

touch up my nose a little bit my zits um

but yeah I I have uh not only is Caleb

my partner now but he's also um a

business partner which has been so fun

people always are like don't work with

your spouse or don't work with the

person that you're with but honestly

it's been the most fun I've ever had

working whether it's filming with him or

working on the sour candy with him we

can both be super creative and I know

you guys have loved kev's candy that we

came out with and we're coming out with

more it's just been a wild ride and

adventure and it's something we're both

super super passionate about don't worry

I'm not going to turn into a couple's

Channel okay but once in a blue moon

he's going to show up on the channel and

also we are thinking of doing because of

your guys' suggestions you guys were

like oh make your own Channel with him

so I think that we're actually going to

be doing our own like podcast Channel

which I think would be really fun just

cuz you know we're just two idiots that

have stuff to say and for some reason

you guys want to hear it so we're going

to say it so let let me know in the

comments if that's something you guys

want to see we're going to do it anyway

probably but if you have name

suggestions that would be good too that

would be great oh I forgot my eyebrows

look at those blonde also oh I

forgot about this oh my God I look so

dorky with my ha by my ears I not that

this is this is not a big deal at all

I'm going to change my hair color for

some reason that's a big decision for me

I feel like everybody gets used to my

hair being a certain color benefit

pencil brow

wand or whatever I'm going to be

changing my hair color and I think I'm

just like in my natural era lately I

think I want to go closer to my natural

color which right now looks gray it

looks gray and decrepit but it's like a

dirty blonde I might go back to that I'm

tired of the maintenance I'm just a low

maintenance hence the oneup I want

life to be simple and I feel like being

online there's just so much pressure to

look a certain way and to have like

these in-depth routines and to have the

perfect eyebrows are the perfect this

and you know makeup makeup and hair make

me feel confident but at the same time

it's like I don't want my life to

revolve around that and I feel like a

lot of our lives do and we all look up

to these people that are just like not

reachable in terms of like what they

look like because I'm going to tell you

this right now

99% of the internet who's on the

internet they have some sort of work

done or you know they're not happy with

themselves and they are doing things to

look a certain way and I think that we

have just unreasonable expectations of

what we need to look like and I that's I

mean that's why I give you guys you know

I know I don't see you but I give you

guys compliments every day because it's

just like sometimes you just need to

hear it even if it's like not directly

to you but you need to be reminded that

like the beauty standards and and all

these all these General standards are

just insane and I can't even keep up

with it man know I mean not that I

haven't had and I'm not going to be like

I'm I haven't had any work done I'm my

which I've never had you know Botox or

fillers or any kind of plastic surgery

or anything like that mostly cuz it

scares the out of me to be honest

but also I just I'm just like you know

what I'm going to get older and there's

lots of things I look at the mirror and

I want to change but I think it's really

just me at the end of the day that hyper

fixates on them I mean I know I have

thousands of people always telling me

what's right or what's wrong with me and

that's hard sometimes but you know I got

to choose to ignore the bad and just

absorb the good and you know what Almost

100% of you guys are just so awesome and

I so so appreciate it I just want you to

know how how awesome you are Next Step

I'm going to put some brow gel in I

think it's benefit I don't know because

I've used it so much that the labels

woren off oh I like the Benefit Brow gel

the most I don't know why probably cuz

it's the first brow gel I got and I've

never tried another one but yeah you

know I'm all for people enhancing

themselves to make themselves feel

better but I am not for people comparing

themselves to one another because you

don't know what that other person is

going through and doing to themselves so

just just stop stop comparing yourself

I'm so guilty for it and I'm just you

you know calling the kettle black but

it's something I'm working on constantly

cuz I'm in this space and I'm like oh my

gosh these people like have beautiful

fluous lips and this person has a

beautiful volumptuous butt and this

person's super skinny and this I'm just

tired I'm tired I'm old I'm de grip it

on the internet I'm just starting to

become good with how I am and I hate

that it's taken you know 30 years almost

for that to be to happen so I hope if

you're younger than me translucent

powder by Laura Mercier if you're

younger than me you learn that quicker

than I did cuz life moves fast man

I blinked when I was 19 and I'm now

almost 28 Sho it's crazy I'm literally

just going to Splat this all over my

face to just get rid of some shine go on

the nose do on that I don't know if this

is any good this is genuinely how I do

my makeup most this is more this is more

I usually just do concealer and a little

bit of blush and this half the time I

don't even put eye makeup on anymore

which I never I would never walk out of

the house when I was a teenager even

early 20s you would never catch me

walking out of the house with no eye

makeup on lately I just don't give a and

I know you guys have probably seen some

videos of where like I'm really looking

natural faed and like a 12-year-old boy

a little bit sometimes I'm not going to

care sometimes I really like doing my

makeup and it's super fun and I'm going

to look all glammed up sometimes I'm

going to look like I did at the

beginning of this video and you're just

going to have to be okay with it and I

know you are cuz you guys are supportive

as but I'm going to show you guys a

mascara I've really been enjoying and it

is the Pillow Talk push-up lashes by

Charlotte Tilbury this one

and it's um it's like a red Brown and it

goes really nice with my hair I really

like it I'll show you guys what it looks

like I don't have very nice lashes

usually I'll curl them but I'm too lazy

right now I'm going to do this but yeah

so I'm moving and I'm moving very soon I

literally fly out of Texas tomorrow at

5:00 a.m. and Caleb and I are going to

be moving in together in a different

house with Kevin and Kevin's going to

meet pety and Frankie and he's going to

get two little sisters it's going to be

such a happy fun little family and we'll

make content together and stuff and

it'll be so fun but uh for the move I

was thinking that it would be fun to

Vlog some of it driving across America

by myself so let me know if you guys

want to see that and what you guys would

want to see me doing that cuz it's like

a 30-hour drive and it should be fun but

let me know if you guys want to see like

kind of a couple Vlogs or something I

know my content's kind of slowly

evolving over time I just kind of make

what I want to make and you guys seem to

like you know most of it yeah I think

some Vlogs would be fun to do so if you

want to see some of that just let me

know in the comments below look at that

I think that's so fun it's like I don't

know if you guys I know the lighting is

ass in here I'm sorry your two

coats yay you can see this look at this

mascara Isn't it nice oh I like it a lot

you guys should tell me what color

should I do my hair should I go back to

like a a dirty blonde I haven't been a

dirty blonde before since I've been a

kid should I go back to like a blondish

color or should I like go maybe back to

a lighter Ginger color I don't know

either way this is the finished look

it's really not that intense but that's

about it but yeah so recap I'm moving I

partnered with a skincare brand that's

backed by some awesome creators and it's

not white labeled or anything it's stuff

that we actually worked on really hard

and it contains a lot of great

ingredients and you should check it out

going on a road trip soon to move with

Kev and and I'm in love and I'm very

excited to see where life takes me right

now I'm excited to make new content for

you guys and I love you guys I really

appreciate you guys sorry for this very

shitty setting of the video but I kind

of enjoyed it I like our little Recaps

our little one-on-one moments so I will

be back in full swing in the funnies or

the true crime or whatever I'm doing in

the next video but I really appreciate

you guys hanging out with me for this

little get ready with me and update and

I will see your beautiful face in the

next video okay bye