IโM BACK & I MOVED | New Beginnings, Where I've Been, 2024, NEW Boo Exposed, Changing, and MORE
Summary
TLDRIn this video, the creator expresses her excitement about returning to YouTube after a four-month hiatus, during which she focused on personal growth and well-being. She shares her experiences, including buying a house and traveling, and announces her plans for new content, emphasizing her dedication to her craft and gratitude for her supportive community.
Takeaways
- ๐ The speaker has been away from YouTube for four months and received a lot of messages from followers expressing how much they missed her.
- ๐ She has purchased a new house and is excited to share her homeowner journey in a new series called 'The Home That I Own'.
- ๐ฌ The speaker emphasizes the importance of taking breaks from social media to maintain mental health and refocus, as it can be damaging and draining to the mind.
- ๐ She reflects on her time away from social media, stating that it has been rewarding and has allowed her to live in the moment without the pressure of creating content.
- ๐ The speaker is grateful for her supporters and their understanding of her need to take breaks, and she expresses excitement for her return to creating content.
- ๐ซ The speaker advises others in the influencer industry to prioritize their mental health and take breaks when needed, even if it means stepping back from social media.
- ๐ She shares her experiences attending events like horror nights, friendsgiving, and various holiday celebrations with her family and friends.
- ๐ The speaker has been traveling and plans to continue visiting multiple countries to have her passport fully stamped before it expires.
- ๐ฅ She has been documenting her life during her break, including her home buying process and various experiences, which she plans to share in upcoming videos.
- ๐ผ She recently spoke on a panel at Pace University in New York and enjoyed the experience of engaging with students and faculty.
- ๐ญ The speaker attended a Fork and Film event, where she watched a movie while eating the food featured in the film, enhancing her overall experience.
Q & A
How long has it been since the speaker last posted a video on YouTube?
-It has been four months since the speaker last posted a video on YouTube.
What is the name of the speaker's Snapchat account?
-The speaker's Snapchat account name is 'dearadr', which is the same as her name on other platforms.
What was the date of the speaker's last video posted on YouTube?
-The last video was posted on November 21st, 2023.
Why did the speaker decide to take a break from YouTube and social media?
-The speaker took a break because they felt their 'cup' was empty, meaning they needed to recharge and refill their energy to continue creating content.
How has the speaker's break from social media impacted their mental health?
-The speaker's mental health has improved during the break as they were not constantly engaging with social media, which can be draining and sometimes negatively impactful.
What is the title of the series the speaker is planning about their home ownership journey?
-The series is planned to be titled 'The Home That I Own'.
What advice does the speaker have for influencers or those wanting to enter the influencer world regarding mental health?
-The speaker advises prioritizing one's mental health, taking breaks when needed, and not worrying too much about what others might think during their absence.
What event did the speaker attend in October?
-The speaker attended a horror nights event in October.
Where did the speaker celebrate Thanksgiving?
-The speaker celebrated Thanksgiving in Destin, Florida.
What new experience did the speaker have in relation to travel documentation?
-The speaker obtained an international driver's license and is working towards having their passport fully stamped before it expires.
What special event did the speaker participate in Los Angeles?
-The speaker participated in a photo shoot for YouTube in Los Angeles.
Outlines
๐ Return to YouTube and Appreciation for Support
The speaker expresses excitement about returning to YouTube after a four-month hiatus. They share the overwhelming response from their audience, who have shown constant support and eagerness for their return. The speaker acknowledges the importance of taking breaks to refill their creative energy and promises a grand comeback with exciting content. They also mention their active presence on other platforms like Instagram and Snapchat, inviting followers to stay updated with their day-to-day activities.
๐ฐ๏ธ Reflection on the Passage of Time and Upcoming Plans
The speaker reflects on the rapid passage of time, particularly the transition into 2024, and shares the astonishment of being four months away from their last YouTube video. They express gratitude for the outpouring of love and support from their audience during their break. The speaker emphasizes the need for breaks to avoid creative burnout and shares their plans to catch up with their audience, including discussing their new house and a potential vlog series documenting their experiences.
๐ก The Impact of Social Media Hiatus on Mental Health
The speaker delves into the positive impact their break from social media has had on their mental health. They discuss the overwhelming nature of constant content creation and the importance of stepping back to avoid mental exhaustion. The speaker shares their realization of the potential negative effects of constant media consumption and advises others, especially influencers, to prioritize mental health by taking breaks from social media. They also express their intention to continue this practice even upon their return to YouTube.
๐ Homeownership Journey and Upcoming Series
The speaker shares the significant life update of becoming a homeowner and the associated process of moving and decorating. They announce plans to create a series documenting this journey, titled 'The Home That I Own'. The speaker also discusses their mental health improvements during the break and their strategy for maintaining a healthy balance between social media presence and personal well-being upon their return to YouTube. They emphasize the importance of not overindulging in social media and listening to one's own needs.
๐ญ Advice for Influencers and Personal Updates
The speaker offers advice to current and aspiring influencers, emphasizing the importance of prioritizing mental health and taking breaks from social media. They share personal experiences of feeling the onset of depression and the positive impact of taking time off. The speaker encourages listeners to pay attention to their mental state and take steps back when necessary. They also provide an extensive update on their personal life, including attending events, spending time with family, and their journey towards obtaining their Global Entry.
๐ญ Experiences and Adventures During the Break
The speaker recounts various experiences and adventures they had during their break from YouTube, including attending a forking film event, going to a friend's baby shower, and their journey to becoming a homeowner. They express excitement about the diverse activities they engaged in and the joy of sharing these experiences with their audience. The speaker also mentions their anticipation for future travels and the goal of filling their passport with stamps before it expires.
๐ Excitement for the Future and Gratitude for Support
The speaker concludes with an expression of excitement for the future, acknowledging the positive changes in their life and the upcoming opportunities. They reflect on the past year's achievements and express optimism for the new year, 2024. The speaker shows deep gratitude for their supportive audience and teases upcoming content, promising a year filled with surprises and personal growth. They encourage their followers to stay tuned for the new series and updates on their life.
Mindmap
Keywords
๐กcomeback
๐กbreak
๐กmental health
๐กsupporters
๐กcontent creation
๐กself-care
๐กhouse
๐กseries
๐กinfluencer
๐กsocial media
Highlights
The speaker emphasizes the importance of taking breaks from social media to maintain mental health and refocus.
The speaker has been missed by their audience during their four-month hiatus from YouTube.
The speaker is excited to share their new journey as a homeowner and plans to document it.
During the break, the speaker attended events like horror nights and friends giving, showcasing their engagement with their audience and brands.
The speaker expresses gratitude for their supportive audience and the love they receive.
The speaker has been documenting their life, including major events like buying a house and traveling.
The speaker is planning to travel to multiple countries to have their passport fully stamped before it expires.
The speaker attended a friend's baby shower, emphasizing their personal connections and experiences outside of social media.
The speaker mentions their experience with forking and film, a unique dining and movie experience.
The speaker advises others in the influencer industry to prioritize their mental health and take breaks when needed.
The speaker reflects on the impact of social media on mental health and the importance of self-care.
The speaker expresses their excitement about their return to YouTube and the new content they have planned.
The speaker shares their experience of moving into a new house and the joy it brings them.
The speaker discusses the therapeutic nature of taking breaks from social media and the benefits it has on mental well-being.
The speaker talks about their experience with Global Entry and getting an international driver's license, indicating future travels.
The speaker mentions their participation in a college panel discussion, highlighting their involvement in academic and professional settings.
The speaker shares their love for Halloween and their enjoyment of Universal's Horror Nights.
The speaker expresses their excitement about the new year, 2024, and the positive changes and opportunities it brings.
Transcripts
I a believer that when one door closes
another door opens and when that door
closes a door bigger and better
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opens good morning ogies sit y'all down
baby because we got a lot to talk
about y'all it has been freaking four
freaking months since your girl has
literally been on YouTube and since I
have posted on YouTube since I uploaded
my last video to YouTube I have getting
trillions trillions trillions of
messages DMS tweets from y'all just
stating how y'all missed me how y'all
was ready for me to come back y'all like
all right girl time is ticking where you
at we ready for you to be back on
YouTube YouTube is boring without you
where you at baby your girl is back and
back better than ever someone even dm'
my friend y'all this little warning
poster or missing poster of me I'mma
insert the little screenshot of it but I
don't know if who made that whoever made
that come forward please cuz y'all are
crazy but I know y'all I've been gone
off of YouTube for four
months I don't need to
analyze everywhere the comes
alive make it look like it's so ice I
you w make it to the finish line if you
got to know the truth
wasal you was fine never mind
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[Applause]
so and I might have a surprise for
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talking about big cash that's the
minimum I'm done with this trash thought
to be critical show me your mental state
before we get physical pour some water
in your cup let it DP DP DP now look
straight into my eyes and you sip sip
it's about time let you shine take off
that leash so that we can have some fun
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a but I'm back but I've still been
posting on like Instagram and also your
girl is officially officially officially
officially back on Snapchat so go add me
my Instagram not my Instagram my
Snapchat name is just my name that's on
every other platform d e a r a d Eric
Halo so y'all can keep up with me on my
dayto day like real timeing baby like
that's why I love Snapchat because it's
in real timeing well it can be in real
timeing it don't have to be in real
timeing but usually I post in real
timeing my dayto day so follow your girl
on Snapchat because I'll be there over
I'll be over there as well so if I ain't
posting YouTube videos your girl is on
Snapchat so I add my little Snapchat QR
code so y'all can scan it and follow and
add your girl on Snapchat and a lot of
people on Snapchat have been saying like
I literally download the Snapchat again
just for you so shout out to you but we
are going to get into this Vlog Vlog
well it's not going to be a vlog Vlog
it's going to be a vlog Vlog but it's
going to be like a catch up because I
feel like since it's been 4 months since
I posted on YouTube we got to catch up I
got to like give y'all the whole scoop
of everything yes your girl is in a new
house but we'll talk about that later
and y'all get the whole inside scoop
with that in another vlogging Vlog so
the last my last matter fact let me go
look when was my last video posted I
know my last video was posted last year
2023 we are in a new year so this is my
first video back my first Vlog this is
my first video Back on YouTube in 2024
that is insane like it crazy to me that
one I've been gone from YouTube that
long but it's even more crazy to me that
we are in 2024 like I remember the days
in the time where we were literally
thinking about like 2025 like dang 2025
is so far from here like and now we are
2024 that is insane to me
so my last video was posted 4 months ago
on November 21st so we got a lot to
catch up on from the end of October
from November 21st when I posted my last
video all the way up until today which
is April 1st
20124 y'all know I like to organize
everything so I have like all of my
notes and all of my questions that you
guys ask me so that I can answer and
pretty much just catch y'all up from you
know the time that I last posted my
video up until now and I just want to
say like number one thank y'all thank
y'all so much for all the outpouring
love and all the outpouring support for
myself and for my brand as well even on
this break like y'all have literally
just been I've been seeing y'all in
places y'all come to me talking about
how much y'all miss me y'all tell me
every single day every time I get on
Instagram it's a new DM saying how much
y'all miss me every time I get on
Twitter it's always a new tweet telling
me how much y'all miss me and yall ready
for me to come back and I missed y'all
so much I literally have literally been
planning my full comeback like I have so
much in store y'all don't even
y'all don't even know the y'all don't
even know the half of like literally
what's to come but listen listen listen
listen y'all already know this though
when I go on my little breaks I go on my
breaks obviously to you know pour in my
cup fill back up my cup so that I can
because baby it be empty sometimes and
like I already mentioned before you
can't pour from empty cup so obviously
your girl had to go on a little break
feel back up my cup feel back up my
energy and just you know get back in
this you know the groove of things and
get back into space and get back
mentally in my head about you know just
creating content and just you know being
where I am today and just you know
pushing forward on where I want to be
like y'all y'all don't understand how
much how much it is and y'all know when
I go on breaks I never come back Indy
handy baby like I don't I don't just go
on breaks just to go go on breaks y'all
know this that's all I'm to say just
know what's to come and what I have in
store for y'all is literally just going
to be magnificent all right so like I
mentioned
I pretty much wrote all my notes down
I've literally have October 2023 up
until the present day and I literally
have jot down 1 2 3 4 5 6 78 and the
list goes on of everything that I have
literally done on this break and just
everything that's you know been going on
in my life and like I said answering
questions that y'all had so the first
question was which yall already noticed
what prompted my Hiatus from social
media or like you know just my break on
YouTube in general and like I said the
main thing was obviously you can't pour
from an empty cup you cannot pour from
an empty cup so and my cup was empty I
feel like it's I'm always doing
something my mind is always racing and I
just never have time or I just never
just sit myself down you know how long
when people say you have leisure time I
don't know what to do with my leisure
time so I feel like I never have Leisure
Time like it may look like you know
things are glitzing glamour I'm
traveling I'm going here but most of the
time when I'm traveling I'm doing these
things it's lit for work and it's
literally work it's literally content
and that can be so overwhelming it could
be so draining especially when you're do
it consistently and you you know been
doing this for Years baby like I think
how long have I doing this I don't even
know how long I've been doing YouTube
but it's been a while and you know
obviously when you've done something for
so long it can become draining
especially when you just don't have
those breaks and you don't have that
time to just take a step back and just
regain Focus so that was like the main
reason why I went on my Hiatus and why I
went on my break and I would just say
basically going into the next question
how was it y'all my break like the last
time honestly this break was longer so
this break was honestly the best break
ever like it's literally
been so rewarding and so amazing to
literally just go live life in the
moment and just you
know be just be present in timeing
without having to pick up the camera
without having to film and just create
content without or without having to
have my mind racing 24/7 like it's
literally been so rewarding and it's
been amazing y'all like my break has
been great and I'mma go down every
single thing that I've done I'm pretty
sure y'all seen on Instagram some things
was posted some things wasn't but my
break literally has been amazing y'all
like and it's just honestly so crazy
because my friends and even y'all will
literally be like you don't even be you
don't even be posting
on like social media and like everybody
is always still talking about you which
is honestly crazy to me like I believe
in out side out of mind but still on
still on your mind and that's kind of
how I feel which is why when I go on
these breaks I always feel I always feel
it that y'all miss me because y'all
never ever ever just let me leave leave
or go on a break without telling me or
reminding me how much y'all miss me or
just you know talking about me and
reminding me that you know y'all love me
and y'all are still there and y'all are
waiting on me but y'all don't understand
I'm going keep saying it but baby what I
have to what I have is just I just have
endless surprises on what's to come and
what move I'm going to make next and
like I said baby when I go on these
breaks they don't go in vain I always
come back with something baby never come
back empty empty-handed and it's always
a purpose for every single thing that I
do and this break like I said has been
so rewarding the things that I have done
the things that I have
created over this break it's just let's
get into it this is a good question
though it's basically said How was my
time
away how has my time away impacted my
perspective on social media and its
influence and honestly y'all i' like I
said I've been still on social media
like posting and stuff but I also like
when I go ghost I don't be on no media
like I literally take a break from
social media on my phone not even going
on it and honestly I feel like this is
like I do social media obviously it's
what I love to do I love creating and I
like a million I tell a million one
people y'all like when it comes to
YouTube This Is Why YouTube is probably
one of my top top platforms is because I
can create and like my creativity like
everything that goes on in my head I
love doing it and I love seeing it come
to life and I just like putting out my
best work like I just love the you know
the content that I create how my editors
edit the things that you know the
collaborations with what I film and how
they make it come to life on what how I
Envision it like I literally love that
and I love uploading I love creating for
you guys to watch at home and you know
just be like girl I love this video I
love this edit I love what you did I
love the idea that you just created like
when I did say for instance last year
when I went for my van life when I was
sponsored by Google Maps and I did my
whole little van life thing and I was
like let me know if that was y'all
wanted that to be a series and y'all
loved it y'all y'all want it to be a
series which again stay tuned for this
year because your girl will be back in a
van traveling somewhere else in another
part of the world but yes y'all like it
has literally showed me that social
media honestly can be extremely
extremely damaging to your mind damaging
to your peace especially when you're in
this space of it being your job
ultimately like this is this is my work
place this is my place of work and so I
feel like when I do take these breaks
and I and I you know not on social media
not even looking at media even if I'm
not posting or not it has showed me that
it can be damaging to the mind to the
mind because it it has zero literally
nothing to do with me on the media that
it just goes for just what's on the
media what you see no matter if you want
to see it or not like just the news like
it's always something depressing happen
it's always something going on it's
always a death it's always just the
world is just never ending you know what
I'm saying like never ending of things
that's happening whether that's whether
it's good or bad and most of the time
the things that you see on the media be
sometimes just be negative and just be
horrible like sad and it's just like I
honestly when I look these things even
though I am a person that watch ID which
I had to take a break from ID because it
be having me paranoid but not even just
that in a sense like take that away and
just looking at the media and everything
that's you know just on the media it
sometimes can be extremely depressing
and I feel like when you look at these
things con consistently you can kind of
take in that energy of you know always
looking at something sad or something
sad post um popping up on your for you
page the next thing you know you said
because baby I well I don't even
remember if it was um a month ago or how
long ago it was but it was a post it was
like a Tik Tok that came up on my for
you page and I don't even know what was
the context of it but it was like a
older man or something like that or
something happened I don't even remember
the context but I just know I was
sitting in my car and I was scrolling on
Tik Tok and I was watching that Tik Tok
and y'all I literally bust out crying
and I was like see see that's what I'm
saying I empathize so much and I have
and I'm so sensitive so when I see
little things well it can just be small
it could be something cute or it can be
something sad or depress in depressing
and it will literally make me cry and
I'm just
like it's all all within the mind and I
feel like when you consume so much of
that it's just it just puts a damper on
you so having a break and honestly
taking a Hiatus that has really showed
me what it is to just be on the media
all the freaking time outside of it
being your job like it can literally
damage your mental your peace of mind
just all of it so it's like taking a
break and focusing on that and not
indulging in too much social media to
the point where you you are literally
now depressed like so that's how I say
like my time away has impact my
perspective of it like that that really
showed me especially like I said that
that time where I was in my car just
rolling on Tik Tok and that Tik Tok
popped up on my feet and I watched it
and it just made me cry I'm just like I
cannot do this like have an amazing day
and then you get online and then you see
something sad and then next thing you
know it just ruins your whole day and
it's like I don't think that's normal
which is why I do believe in breaks and
I do believe in taking you know social
media breaks and taking a step back to
really regain your your focus on what it
is you your purpose in life and
everything you want to do in life so
that you're not just cons consistently
engaging in social media and everything
that social media has to offer whether
it's bad or good because it does it does
something to your mental believe it or
not so I do believe taking breaks and
taking steps back from the social media
being whether you're posting on it I do
believe you should take a step back from
posting on social media sometimes but I
also believe that you should take a take
a break from social media period
because yes y'all it can be it can be
very damaging and draining
to your mind so you got to you know
learn self-control and learn to you know
take the take a step back and learn to
focus on other things other than the
media so that is has definitely been my
perspective and regardless if I'm
posting on social media and or not like
even me coming back to the media now I
still want to do breaks from social
media not posting on social media but
not being on social media or looking at
everything on the media every single day
like no I guess you know one of the new
things for me with this whole break a
new thing is that your girl literally is
now a homeowner I purchased a home
that's a whole another series was on
that's a new that's another series y'all
I'm literally creating a series for my
whole homeowner journey of me being a
homeowner it's going to pretty it's
going to be called the home that I own
cuz your girl is literally a homeowner
now like that is so crazy to me but
that's going to be that's literally
what's been new I am in my new house as
y'all can see it's a full new setup I
don't even got a lot of things set up a
lot of things moved or not moved but in
its place and and just pretty much
redecorating my whole new house like the
home that I own so that's going to be
another series and that's something new
if you're wondering yes y'all your girl
is in a new place I'm pretty sure y'all
already seen on Instagram when I post my
pictures but y'all haven't really just
got the scoop the tea might I say on
like that whole thing but like I said
that's another series I have a ton of
Vlogs I've literally been filming and
documenting this whole journey of me
becoming a homeowner since I started the
process of building putting in my
payment to pretty much secure my home
and all the way up until my closing I've
literally been documenting this since
last year of June so and that whole
documentary is literally about to come
up one year one year for now in June so
that's how long I literally been filming
that series for y'all but that's coming
soon so stay tuned for that so I guess
that goes into the next question
basically how has my mental health been
and a lot of y'all have been asking me
that on Snapchat and I've answered it
quite a few times
but just overall to sum it up like my
mental health now has literally been
great obviously when you're not on the
media or you not you know you just
living in the moment obviously your
mental and your peace is 100 times
better but yes y'all my mental health
has literally been great it's been great
might I say also it's basically saying
when I do return to social media with
your girl now is back I guess how would
I maintain a healthy balance between
social media um now that I'm back in my
online presence which obviously I just
mentioned that basically obviously I'm
still going to be posting since I'm back
obviously content on YouTube will be
consistent but how I will I guess
maintain and balance that was which will
obviously be you know not being on the
media every single day whether I poting
on the media and then just post on
YouTube and then just go off the grid
like no looking at nothing else on the
media that's kind of like how I feel
like I will balance well like just you
know whether I post and just get off
don't go engaging in nothing else so
yeah that's kind of like how I plan
to move forward with being back on the
media but also how I plan to you know
keep my mental health amazing and keep
my peace which is you know not indulging
in too much social media every single
day so this question is basically what
advice would I give other people who's
in the influence influencer world or
industry or people who want to get in
the I guess influencer um world who may
be struggling with um mental health or
challenges within you know this whole
space and I feel like I say this stuff
all the time I think the main reason
people are depressed and are you know
can become depressed and be
depressed and the reason why people
mental health sometimes is like
declining is because I don't think a lot
of
people sometimes I feel like it can be
hard because honestly for me taking
breaks and really even the first time I
took a break ever it literally was hard
because I'm like dang it I'm so used to
always posting what what are people
going to think what is going to happen
like to my you know supporters are they
going to still support me and I feel
like a lot of people get in their head
about that and honestly that is where
the problem lies really because I feel
like you and don't get me wrong like
y'all know this I love my supporters to
death baby like y'all don't understand
how much I love y'all because y'all have
literally supported me through so much
and it literally means so much to me and
that is honest honestly the reason why I
continue doing what I'm doing like
continue you know being YouTube cuz a
lot of people think I'mma quit YouTube
and honestly I always tell people when
people say will you ever quit YouTube
and honestly I don't think I would ever
quit YouTube like maybe eventually when
I do you know get married have kids
it will look different but quit no
because this is something that I
actually love and enjoy and I feel like
the reason that I always get that get
that spark when it comes to just posting
on YouTube and even when I've been gone
for months and I come back and I just be
so like it's just it just I get so much
energy it recharges my battery it's
because I take these breaks and that is
what keeps me loving what I do but I
think that is the problem I think some
people is always always worried about
what what would people think and not so
much what it would do to them if they
don't take a break or take a step back
and really just focus on their self and
really pour into their mental like that
is the problem so I feel like my advice
would be put yourself first really
really really put yourself first and
really take it seriously when it comes
to your mental health because I feel
like a lot of people can feel it can
feel the depression coming can feel the
sadness coming and then it's kind of
like you don't do nothing about it
because you feel like you have to you
know have this presence or continue
being seen or being shown on the media
and it's
like
eventually only thing that's going to do
is become more damaging and more
damaging and it's going to get to a
point of no return so that is why you
have to have breaks that's why when I
feel like all right I'm at my point I
need to take a break I'm going to take a
break because I feel like if I don't
it's going to be it's going to be it's
going to be hard to come back or it's
not going to be it's not going to be me
it's not going to be who I am it's not
going to be the content that I like
creating it's not going to be the same
Viera on social media because I have
gotten to a place
where I'm I'm miserable I'm depressed
I'm not happy I'm not I'm not at peace
I'm not in peace you know what I'm
saying so I feel like that will be
honestly my number one advice please
listen to your body please listen to
your mind when you feel like it is it's
time for you to really just take a step
back and honestly that can go for
anything that doesn't even have to go
from social media that can be from just
relationships um friendships whatever it
is if it's something where it's
consuming your mind or so draining to
you often and you need to take a step
back take a step back y'all like please
please please please so if you're
looking to be an
influencer or whatever the case may be
or you are an influencer watching this
and you looking for the advice that is
my advice please if you need a
take it so now let's pretty much go into
and let's talk about what your girl has
been doing and where I have
been because child it's literally been
so much but like I said I wrote down
notes from October 23rd all way up the
present day which is today so back in I
think it was October the end of October
which it was something I don't think I
filmed obviously I wouldn't film but it
was my collection or my photo shoot and
my campaign for LOL e my brand and it
was my crystal clear collection and
y'all when I tell y'all this collection
did so good and that's because I listen
to y'all and a lot of y'all a lot of my
supporters and a lot of people who you
know support the brand my brand in
general you know can't just always wear
sunglasses so a lot of y'all have been
saying for months and months and months
like hey can we get more you know blue
light lenses can we get glasses that we
can put our prescription in and so I did
that I did a full whole collection just
for that just for y'all so that launched
um of this that that lunched this year
but that shoe was October of last year
and y'all thank y'all so much for the
support y'all sold it out like
always but that collection did so good
and a lot of y'all want more
prescription glasses and more colors so
obviously I have that coming for y'all
too um also in October I did horor
nights which I don't think I posted
anything from or nights in general like
I have so many pictures from that so
many clips and I don't think I posted
anything like I just completely forgot
about Halloween and didn't post anything
from Halloween and I wasn't vlogging
around that time either so I didn't film
it but I went to hor nights um me and my
full team obviously my L team and also
Aaliyah J so if y'all know aiyah J on
YouTube She also came she was our
special guest so shout out to you girl
she was in LA at the time so she came we
invited her and she was going to be in
La during time so it was perfect it just
made it made perfect sense so she came
and she was our special guest at horor
nights of last year and it was so much
fun y'all we literally had a blast like
we went to eat first and then we went
into the park and then we just did all
the honey houses it was so much fun but
y'all know I love I love love love it's
probably my favorite place Universal and
I love horor nights because y'all know
my favorite season and my favorite
holiday it's Halloween and fall but that
was like you know October yes the end of
was it the end of October the beginning
of November I think that was the end of
October and then
obviously um towards November I went to
friends giving for this brand called Lys
it's a makeup company which I mentioned
I mentioned them on my channel a lot and
I think I did a full face of their
makeup cuz they sent me a whole PR
package of every single product and so
that's literally like Foundation
everything that I was using so I went to
their firstgiving because they invited
your girl and that was such such a fun
event I literally had such a the time I
met the owner and I'm supposed to be
going to the um headquarters because
they want me to come when I'm in town
and visiting so I'm like okay y'all so
I'm supposed to be doing that but y'all
that event was so much fun I literally
had a blast also during this whole break
I had my closing day so y'all know like
I mentioned before I bought a house and
so I've been documenting this whole
process but during my break I closed on
my home during this break I closed on my
home did my own
orientation child what else I had to
before I even had the closeth went
through that whole process of just the
whole process of just buying a house it
was just literally but I talk about in
another Vlog the ups and downs of that
because y'all it it was amazing feeling
honestly but it was stressful I'm not
going to even hold you but like I said I
did that I closed I packed up I moved so
I'm in a new space and I'm just so happy
I'm just so happy to finally on own
property like this is just a dream come
true and I'm just so happy about that so
also I went to Destin Florida for
Thanksgiving I was in Florida for
Thanksgiving and that was an amazing
amazing trip just a getaway in general
even though it was Thanksgiving but it
was like a getaway because it was in
Destin Florida that was a Vibe also um I
went to I went home I went to Louisiana
and I also went home in me to Memphis
for Christmas and it was a vibe in
Louisiana we did like this eggnog taste
testing so that was fun like a eggnog
Dairy taste testing y'all that was
amazing that was fun and then I went
home to Memphis so I seen all my family
seen my granny she was so happy to see
me Christmas in general was a Vibe um
just watching Everybody open their gifts
and this year well last year last
Christmas we had Christmas at my
grandparents house usually we will have
like Christmas um at my auntie house
Christmas Eve and Christmas Day at my
auntie's house so but this year we ended
up having Christmas Day at my granny
house so it was just so amazing to just
have Christmas over there like we did
like we you know did obviously when I
was growing up in like times that we had
before when my granddaddy was here and
we had Christmas like just at my
grandparents house so that was the first
time we've had Christmas at my
grandparents house since
2020 I believe 2020 I think that was the
last time we had Christmas at my
grandparents house so we had it last
year and it was it was so much fun y'all
Penny when it was her time baby she
acted a fool so they ended up sending me
home with some medicine to give her to
try to come her down before her next
appointment y'all when I went in there I
don't know what happened but that
medicine did not work so we was like all
right now so what's the plan so we ended
up having to get her sedated so that
they can give her her shots because she
needed to be updated on her shots and
also groom her and cut her nail so that
happened y'all and it was just so crazy
to see Penny just so sleep just laying
down
and like I said just to see her with her
claws trimmed and her coat you know her
her fur you know cut down because she
y'all she hasn't been groomed and I
don't know how long it is just it's just
impossible if she's up because baby she
would tear you up also I was in LA as
well because I did a photo shoot for
YouTube they flew your girl out to be a
part of this whole um this photo shoot
which y'all
yall we talk about
that like I said we got a lot to talk
about but I went I was out there already
so I ended up doing that photo well no I
wasn't out there they flew me out there
and I ended up staying leading into
Valentin state so yes when I was out
there they flew me out there did the
whole photo shoot that was amazing and
then I was already there so ended up
having Valentine's there so I was
surprised obviously y seen that um with
a big big big bouquet of flowers and it
was just so cute it was just y'all I
literally still had those flowers and
for some reason flowers is still looking
good but did that also was surprised for
Valentine's Day with this whole gundela
ride like you know the little gundela
thing that you do in Italy did that it
was just so beautiful it was at night
time too so like The Vibes was vibing
baby like a good time literally probably
that I don't know I feel like
Valentine's Day every year for me
literally gets better and better and
better so we'll see how it's top next
year I don't know
but this year was it was just such a
Vibe it was so
romantic I just loved it and so from La
went to New York because your girl
literally had to speak on a panel at
this college it was called Pace Pace
Pace um university in New York which
which which was a Vibe y'all literally
had such an amazing time the students
all of y'all shout out to y'all I loved
it I had such a good time at the college
and speaking um also the people who
brought me out and the people who you
know I was I was in contact with I met
them and they were so amazing literally
like that whole experience when I was in
New York speaking at that college was
great I literally love speaking at
colleges but I literally had such a Vibe
and I think that was honestly my first
time ever going to a college in New York
yeah I think that was my first time ever
going to a college in New York but
overall y'all I had an amazing time and
then um I went to a LSU game LSU versus
who was that playing who was they
playing I can't even think about I can't
even remember who that was playing child
but drove literally South
Carolina to watch them play and that was
that was a Vibe but did that and then I
flew home to Memphis to do my Global
Entry appointment which y'all like I was
telling my Snapchat I'm documenting I'm
doing this whole documentary now well
I'm going to be documenting obviously
y'all will see the Vlogs but I'm on this
journey to have my passport fully
stamped and before it
expires so I think I had about eight
pages left to have fully stamped before
my passport expires which is going to be
done it's it's possible and so I got
literally a ton when I say I don't even
know I think maybe six I'll probably be
visiting six
six six or seven countries this year
alone so child that might even snap it
up but then I stamp it up but also next
year the plans that I have too so child
who knows but that is plan y'all I'm
trying to literally have my passport
stamped up um before it expires so I
went home to do my Global Entry so I
could have global entry and then while I
was there I see my family see my granny
she was so excited to see a girl every
time every time I literally see my
granny she be so literally it could be
like a week two weeks when I literally
go over and visit my granny she be
literally so happy to see me every time
and she be like
dear but I just love my granny so much
um also y'all I had to get my
international driver's license so I
ended up doing that I had to take a
picture at CVS so basically a passport
picture and then take it to get my
driver's license so basically you had to
fill out this form which was already
done beforehand so all I had to do is
just take my picture get the pictures
bring the pictures and bring the form
already printed out and all they have to
do is pretty much go over it and all of
that and then you get your pretty much
your International driver license and it
lasts for a year so I got that y'all so
your girl L about to be driving over
country overseas but honestly I got that
for one reason one reason only and
that's for my trip to Japan so yeah stay
tuned for that um also did fork and film
which I've Lally been wanting to do that
for I don't even know how long baby and
every time it sold out and so I finally
finally got to do it and it was such an
amazing experience seeing princess a
frog and when I said that's probably
like I don't know I feel like that was
probably one of the best movies you can
honestly see when you're doing fork and
film cuz basically you're watching the
movie and everything you know every not
every exact thing but most of the food
that's in the movie you going to be
eating in real life and y'all when I
tell you the food was 100 out of
10 everything was amazing and they said
the chef or I think the owner but also
the chef of like the whole event forking
film is from Louisiana so that's
probably why that fol was 100 out of 10
cuz when I tell you every single thing
was amazing literally tow everything up
and then also I ended up going to my
ltech slf friend baby shower so my LTE
y'all she is
pregnant shout out to you Denny I love
you girl she's pregnant so I went to her
baby shower and y'all baby had an
amazing time might I tell you I usually
go like I went to like her daughter's
birthday parties and all of that and
they when I tell you they baby amazing
literally be the parties be lit the baby
shower lasted till 2 3:00 a.m. I didn't
leave we didn't leave me and my friends
we didn't leave till about 2 2 a.m. or 1
1:00 a.m. but y'all the part and I asked
her the next time she did my last I like
what time did y'all leave like what time
was the party over she was like they
didn't get out of there she had to
extend the venue that she had her baby
shower at um another 2 hours and they
didn't get out it till about like 3:
3:00 a.m. which is insane but y'all that
baby shower wasn't even a baby shower
that was literally a party and when I
said you it was a ball had a ball was
had a time was had baby a time was had
at that baby shower so that's pretty
much the whole timeline of everything
that I've been doing since I've
literally posted my last video on
YouTube and like this whole break from
YouTube that is literally what your girl
has been doing outside of obviously I
posted on my story in January January
31st no January 30th I posted on my
story um because I was doing something
that day and I was basically just saying
like you know remember this day remember
January 31st so again when y'all
watching this remember January 31st and
y'all will see what I'm talking about
soon but that is what your girl has been
up to and like I said this break has
been so amazing and I missed y'all so
much and I'm so so so so so happy to be
back obviously because it's a it's
different Vibes like the energy it's
just like obviously the energy
is it's going to be it's going to be on
on a 100 because like I've been gone and
I've been you know obviously working on
things and you know curating and working
on my comeback and what I have planned
is just going to be Chef kisses but your
girl is back back and ever and I'm so
excited to be back so let's talk down in
the comments baby I miss y'all so much
and just thank y'all thank y'all again I
can't even express how grateful I am to
have y'all as supporters because baby my
supporters ride made I made I say like I
mean come on now like y'all have lit
been there for your girl since day one
and just I just love y'all so much I
appreciate y'all so much and I love
y'all so much and I appreciate you know
all the people who be you know super be
missing me y'all be missing me y'all be
you know harassing your girl and
everybody that I follow to tell me to
come
back but I feel it and I also appreciate
y'all for you know obviously allowing me
to go on my break and still being there
for me when I do pop back up and I do
pop back out with these surprises and
stuff so like or just pop back out in
general going on these breaks and
popping popping back out like I
appreciate y'all for not seeing y allow
me because I'm going do it regardless
because this this is for me this is for
my inner piece and my mental
health but thank y'all for always
understanding and being appreciative of
when I am here and when I am creating
content and always showing me that y'all
miss me like
I love y'all so much y'all and I just I
honestly am just so excited this is
probably the most excited I've ever been
for just creating content in General on
YouTube and just being back on the
platform because the ideas that I have
it's a lot I have so much to really just
catch y'all up on I have so many videos
already ready to
go
and like I said stay tuned for that
series because your girl is lit about to
get her passport stepped up all the way
up passport book fully
stamp before it expires so I'm so
excited for everything that I have to
come and I cannot wait for y'all to
see every single thing 2023 was amazing
shout out to y'all like 2023 was
literally like it was a great year and
now we are in 2024 and 2024 is literally
so much so many new things New
Beginnings like I said I'm in a whole
new space I moved your girl literally
bought a freaking property I'm a person
who believes when one door closes
another door opens and when that door
closes a bigger and better door opens so
that's literally my whole 2024 that is
my my my era that I'm in like boss era
and like do opening for bigger and
better things to arise and like I said
2024 2023 was great
2023 was amazing but
2024 I don't know I just feel like every
every day I'm just always evolving and
every month and every year it just gets
better and better and better and better
for me and for y'all so stay tuned cuz
2024 baby is about to be a movie and I
love y'all so much y'all don't even
understand and I'm just happy to be back
so are y'all happy that your is
back stay tuned for what's to come I
love y'all so
much bye
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